Tuesday, January 18, 2011

First Day Back

Well the spring semester has started. My morning classes went okay.... I was really tired but I'll get used to it. I don't have a choice. I am really hopeful about this semester. It is a semester of new bgings where i can prove my potential despite past confrontations with these materials.  Ms. Kilgore's and Ms. Holt's opinion of my trig and chemistry ability no longer stands and I am able to redfine my skills and my attitude when it comes to math and science. My lit proffessor seems okay, laid back person. She is not very picky and I'm hoping for and A in her class at least. Calc went okay. It is alot of info but I think that I will do okay as long as i stick with it, don't fall behind and ask questions. Waiting for the rest of my books to arrive. I am expecting at least 4 or 5 more.
       Athens is really foggy today. I wish that I could've seen it with all the snow it got last week. I with I could've seen Peter today. Maybe I will. It would be something to look forward to.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

A New Year, A Different Choice

I have so many regrets. I regret not telling Someone I am happy that he is saved. I regret that I procrastinate. I regret not being the daughter I could be. I want things to change but I don't wont to change myself. I regret being a coward when i could have made the right choice. the choice where I fulfill my destiny, my future instead of dodging the potential God had given me. I have been given new life and I will do better. My choice needs to start at the top, God.
School starts again next week and i need to focus. I am worried that I may loose HOPE. I can't let this happen. God will help me and I will help myself by putting him first. Who knows, I may become a master chemist after all!