Why do all Good things have to come to an end? For a while, life seems to come into place and then all of a sudden the perfection starts to fray and what once was is now no longer. It hurts so much to have to move on but that is the only way to overcome and prepare for a better future. Things don't stay the same and sometimes its for the better. The present has an oppressive fog and now I have to say good bye. Life is complicated though, what is best does not always feel good but maybe, just maybe, the future will in turn explain this current misery where the different unknown is frankly terrifying. It's hard right now but God willing, I will get out of this slump. Everything never stays the same and really, It is time for a change! I hate this feeling of hopelessness and at the mercy of another and as one perpetuate of modern culture once said in a song "I'd rather die on my feet than live down on my knees". I never again one to know that a person is trying to do me a favor and pursuing this just out of obligation... there come a point where they started take me for granted and I refuse to be anybody's second choice. This rehabilitation of will power will come...with time... I hope, but for now I want it to be the way it was, or at least the way I thought it was.
If I could make these moments endless
If I could stop the winds of change
If we just keep our eyes wide open
Then everything would stay the same
-Josh Groban, Awake
